THE FOLLOWING STORY WAS EMAILED TO ME BY MY DEAR FRIEND, ANGEL MAY, WHO HAS BEEN A GREAT SOURCE OF COMFORT TO ME. THANK
YOU Baby Duck, FOR ALWAYS LENDING ME AN EAR, AND NEVER BEING AFRAID TO MENTION JOHN'S NAME. I LOVE YOU!
First let me just say that God allows certain things to take place
in our lives to bring about a change and a hope.
We must accept the
truth of Jesus Christ as the power and love of God. I pray that God
will bring enlightment to the
eyes of his children and to cover them
in truth and righteousness. In the Jesus Christ name I pray amen.
The surgeon says, Tomorrow morning "I'll open up your heart..."
"You'll find Jesus there," the
boy interrupted. The surgeon looked
up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how
much damage has
But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the
boy. The surgeon looked to
the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see
how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back
I'll plan what to do next."
"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there.
all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The
surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your
I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels.
And I'll find out if I can make you well."
find Jesus there too. He lives there." The surgeon left. The
surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery,
"...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle
degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure.
painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:, " here he paused, "death
within one year." He stopped the recorder,
but there was more to be
"Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put him here;
him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early
death. Why?" The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not
meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and
will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel
no pain, and will
be comforted as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join
him here, and they will know peace,
and My flock will continue to
grow." The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You
created that boy,
and You created that heart. He'll be dead in
months. Why?" The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to
flock, for He has Done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your
flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."
wept. The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat
across from him. The boy awoke and whispered,
"Did you cut open my
heart?" "Yes," said the surgeon. "What did you find?" asked the
boy. "I found Jesus there," said
I Love God. He
is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each
and everyday. Without
Him, I will be nothing. Without him, I am
nothing, but with Him I can do all things through Christ that
me." (Phil 4:13) .
March 16, 2003
WHEN YOU WISH UPON A STAR
Every time I am in a group of bereaved parents, I hear people say
"I wish my child hadn't died" or "I wish I had him
back." Those wishes, unfortunately, can never come true. Another wish
I hear is "I wish my friends (or church, or neighbors, or relatives)
understood what I am going through and were more
supportive." This is
a wish that has some possibility of coming true if we are able to be
honest and assertive with
the people around us. What do we wish
others understood about the loss of our child? Here is a partial list
1. I wish you would not be afraid to speak my child's name. My child
lived and was important and I need to
hear his name.
2. If I cry or get emotional if we talk about my child, I wish you
knew that it isn't because you
have hurt me; the fact that my child
died has caused my tears. You have allowed me to cry and thank you.
emotional outbursts are healing.
3. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing from your
home his pictures,
artwork, or other remembrances.
4. I will have emotional highs and lows, ups and downs. I wish you
that if I have a good day my grief is all over, or
that if I have a bad day I need psychiatric counseling.
I wish you knew that the death of a child is different from other
losses and must be viewed separately. It is the ultimate
I wish you wouldn't compare it to your loss of a parent, a spouse, or
6. Being a bereaved
parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't
shy away from me.
7. I wish you knew all of the "crazy" grief
reactions that I am
having are in fact very normal. Depression, anger, frustration,
hopelessness, and the questioning
of values and beliefs are to be
expected following the death of a child.
8. I wish you wouldn't expect my grief
to be over in six months. The
first few years are going to be exceedingly traumatic for us. As with
will never be "cured" or a "former bereaved parent",
but will forevermore be a "recovering bereaved parent".
I wish you understood the physical reactions to grief. I may gain
weight or lose weight, sleep all the time or not at
all, develop a
host of illnesses and be accident-prone, all of which may be related
to my grief.
10. Our child's
birthday, the anniversary of his death, and holidays
are a terrible times for us. I wish you would tell us that you are
thinking about our child on these days, and if we get quiet and
withdrawn, just know that we are thinking about our
child and don't
try to coerce us into being cheerful.
11. It is normal and good that most of us re-examine our
values, and beliefs after losing a child. We will question things we
have been taught all our lives and hopefully
come to some new
understanding with our God. I wish you would let me tangle with my
religion without making me feel
12. I wish you wouldn't offer me drinks or drugs. These are just
temporary crutches, and the only way
I can get through this grief is
to experience it. I have to hurt before I can heal.
13. I wish you understood
that grief changes people. I am not the
same person I was before my child died and I never will be that
If you keep waiting for me to "get back to my old
self", you will stay frustrated. I am a new creature with new
dreams, aspirations, values and beliefs. Please try to get
to know the new me - - maybe you'll still like me..
of sitting around and waiting for our wishes to come true, we
have a obligation to teach people some of the things we
about our grief. We can teach these lessons with great
kindness,believing that people have good intentions
and want to do
what is right, but just don't know what to do with us , or we can sit
and wait, I believe our children
would want us to help the world
Elaine Grier, TCF Atlanta, Ga
March 05, 2003
The following is a story that so well describes the same feelings that I experienced, and the same feelings I have heard
expressed by countless other bereaved parents. Sometimes it just helps knowing that we are not the only ones feeling this
way, that we are not going crazy. Please read the words written by Jane Hatfield.
Printed with permission from the author.
For the Newly Bereaved
One Mother's Story
By June Hatfield
I remember very little for the first three months
after the funeral
service. I went through all the motions of what I was suppose to but
I was not there (including
cooking a Thanksgiving meal & can't
remember even the family that came). God blesses us with this shock
to allow something so horrible & unimaginable that has happened
to slowly sink in. I cried & I had
days where I thought my heart
would just break physically & it was so hard to breathe. I had times
curling up on the floor in a ball & just crying
uncontrollably until numbness would once again take over.
myself putting the milk in the pantry, or dumping flour into the
sugar bowl. I found that for the sake
of my families well being it
was best to order out or go out for take out those first 6 to 8
months as my concentration
was not there at all. Everything I cooked
either burned or else even our garbage gut dog would not touch.
Don't be hard on yourself. You will find yourself doing stuff that
you know is totally wrong, forgetting
just about everything including
picking the kids up & missing Dr appointments. I felt abandoned &
except for just maybe 4 people (2 of which I met after the
accident) who stayed by my side. The first 2 -3 months
you have a
good support system but by the 3rd month, most think you are carrying
this too far. First, the calls
stop, then people will find reasons
to change the subject or have to go. This is not them being mean.
is UNNATURAL to bury your child. You cannot comprehend what has
happened to your world & your life; so be gentle
on those who can't
face you. It may feel too awkward to them as they don't know what to
say or else it's just
plain too much reality for them to face. If it
can happen to you, then it could happen to them. After the
abandonment feeling, you then start to go through an angry time. I
can tell you that I was so angry at any little
thing that happened.
I was a time bomb. I looked at myself one day, and seen the person I
& knew right then & there that I had to change my
outlook no matter how I felt. I was going to survive this
still have loved ones that I love as much & they needed me, not an
angry person. For those
of you who never had an anxiety attack in
your life, it is very normal to start to experience attacks. Your
races, you can't breath, this unbearable terror comes over you
& at times you feel you are reliving that moment all
over. It is
normal to not be able to sleep, feel restlessness, wander aimlessly
around the house. You
find those simple things as cleaning the
kitchen is too much to handle & you can't focus unless you make
Here are suggestions from me as a parent NOT a professional.
Make list for most things you need to do.
Buy an appointment book
and write down everything you need to do, no matter how routine it
is. Try to avoid
the crowds like 5 -6 after work grocery shopping.
It is very common to fall to pieces in a store. Stores
everything personal from things your child loved to their favorite
cereal or ice cream. You find yourself
reaching for those items & at
that time reality slaps you in the face & there you are in an aisle
I found myself wanting to talk about every step of where we
were at with Rob. All of a sudden, to most your child's
talking about them makes a lot of people very uncomfortable. You
will find out who genuinely is by your
side all the way, which may be
just to come over & sit while you cry & need to talk. Those are
here on earth as far as I am concerned. My dear friend in
Calif has been there every step of the way. When
I would have panic,
crying or needed to talk about Rob, it always was after midnight in
the wee hours when everyone
was asleep. Bless my friend for always
staying awake while I rattled on for sometimes 3 hours without saying
word as she had to get up herself at 4 a.m. the next morning for
work. For me the crying & anger was the
easier part. The
acknowledgement was the hardest & learning how to live my new life as
the life I had before
Rob's accident, I would never return to that
normal life again. People don't understand & tell you, you have
get back to your normal life. What you need to do, is to find your
new life & decide how you chose to
live it. When you start to laugh
again, that can relapse you into tears & over whelming guilt, as how
you laugh again when you have lost a part of your life too. That
again is where the acknowledgement starts to come
in. You will find
some kind of peace again, but you will also grieve every single day
for the rest of
your life. What you learn is how to handle your
grief. Do not let anyone tell you how to grieve or what you
do with your child's things. These are issues you need to resolve on
your own when the time is right.
Respect your spouse's right to
grieve in their way as no two people no matter how close will ever
grieve the same
& at the same time. Eating good is very important
along with supplemental vitamins as your body's immune system
very vulnerable. If you find abnormal depression or regular anxiety
attacks you need to see your Dr.
It would be good to have a check up
every few months afterwards. If you do not have a compassionate Dr
is sympathetic & understanding, find one. I know several who
are excellent. Remember your other children
during this. Kids
grieve so differently. They suppress so much out of fear or loyalty
of bringing you
additional pain if they share their pain with you.
When you are hanging on by a thread, it is normal to not
to other loved ones needs in the house. Respect and reassurance that
you will pull together as
a family is what those kids need to hear &
feel. (written in loving memory of my children: earthly Jason &
Michael, and eternally, Heidi, Rob, Rob's twin, and our May 87' baby)
"¶ June Hatfield Dec 27, 2002
THE PUPROSE OF THIS PAGE IS TO SUPPLY INFORMATION TO ANYONE GOING THROUGH THE GRIEVING PROCESS. IT IS A LONG PROCESS,
WITH MANY STAGES. IF YOU HAVE LOST A CHILD, YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN A NEW 'NORMAL', AS YOUR LIFE IS FOREVER CHANGED. THE PAIN
BECOMES SOFTER, BUT NEVER GOES AWAY.
I GOT THE FOLLOWING ARTICLES FROM AN ONLINE SUPPORT GROUP, 'GRIEVING PARENTS OF ANGELS'. IF YOU HAVE LOST A CHILD, I
HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS GROUP TO YOU. AS A BEREAVED PARENT, ONE OF THE WORST FEELINGS IS THE ISOLATION. THE FEELING THAT NO
ONE ELSE UNDERSTANDS, NO ONE ELSE CAN SHARE YOUR PAIN UNLESS THEY TOO, HAVE LOST A CHILD. NO ONE SEEMS TO WANT TO TALK ABOUT
YOUR CHILD, AND SOMETIMES THAT IS ALL YOU WANT TO DO. THAT IS WHERE 'GRIEVING PARENTS OF ANGELS' COMES IN FOR ME, THEY HAVE
BEEN MY LIFELINE, THEY ALL HAVE LOST A CHILD, WE ALL HAVE MEMBERSHIP TO THE SAME CLUB, THE ONE THAT NO ONE WOULD APPLY FOR
MEMBERSHIP TO, BUT THE PLACE FOR UNDERSTANDING AND COMPASSION IF YOU HAVE BECOME A MEMBER.
WHAT IS THE SCOPE OF LOSS?
Most of us think of grieving over loss when we consider dealing
with the death of someone we love. But if we think of loss only in terms of death, we rob ourselves of the opportunity to
deal with the lesser losses, which will build up our confidence in God's faithfulness during difficult times. If we do learn
to grieve appropriately over the lesser losses in life, then when the emotional tidal wave of grief over death does come (and
if it hasn't already, it will), there will be an inner strength that will enable us to weather the storm.
Losses come in a variety of shapes, forms, and sizes, and
with differing degrees of intensity. You may be struggling with the loss of:
your financial security
your youthful vigor
your usefulness since retirement
As we move through this sea called life, we leave behind
familiar waters that we'll never sail again: the carefree days of childhood, the feel of a favorite doll, the thrill of hitting
a first home run, the excitement of a first kiss, the sound of a first car, the pet we grew up with, the joy of bringing children
into the world, and much more. As we leave these things behind, we grieve over their loss. It hurts to say goodby.
We are all dealing with loss. Sooner or later, the things
we hold dear are taken out of our hands. Sometimes gently. Sometimes harshly. But always painfully.
HOW DOES LOSS AFFECT US?
If you start a conversation about grief with some of your
friends, you will most likely be accused of being morbid, of not looking at the bright side of life. But loss often brings
a pain that cannot be ignored. It often brings us face to face with ourselves, with our enemy, and with our Lord.
Loss exposes our vulnerability.
We like to
think that we are really in control of our lives. Death, or any other loss, shatters that illusion as violently as a bullet
shatters a bottle. It forces us to face the mortality and vulnerability that we despise. If we seem to be successful in denying
the impact of lesser losses in life, then death is the "final enemy" that will not be denied. Death is the "father of all
losses" that will not be hushed. It demands to be reckoned with.
Personal, painful loss forces a door open into the deep parts
of our soul, which we'd just as soon not even admit exists, let alone face. No one willingly wants to deal with the loneliness,
vulnerability, insecurity, and unmet longings that loss causes us to face.
We believe the pain is too big a price to pay for the joy
and peace that might follow. So, many of us try to avoid facing loss with the hope of controlling our pain. Proverbs 14:12
says, "There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death." It seems so right to avoid pain in our
lives, but by failing to face the pain we lose the opportunity to experience the joy that can be ours.
It reminds me of a man who came to see me for counseling. His wife and children had complained
about how distant and emotionally disconnected he was. As we talked, it soon became apparent that nothing, no matter how painful
or joyous, ever had any effect on him. He didn't feel passionate about anything in his life: not his wife, his kids, his job,
nor his God. As I probed a little deeper and asked about any significant disappointments in his life, he related a story about
the death of his father who had committed suicide when he was 8 years old. He didn't shed a tear. When I asked him how he
handled the news, he dispassionately said, "That's life. You can't change it. You gut it out and get on with it." A significant
part of our counseling focused on helping him grieve over his dad who had died, and his feelings of abandonment. Instead of
fighting it, he began to work through his grief and pain. And his passion for life returned.
Loss eventually makes us better or bitter.
spend massive amounts of personal energy trying to avoid facing head-on the dreaded agony of losing something or someone we
deeply cherish and richly enjoy. We try to buffer ourselves from the pain of loss in a multitude of ways, but often to no
avail. The result of such unsuccessful avoidance is often deep anger and bitterness.
The husband that I referred to above was angry at his dad
for leaving him and his mother behind. He was also angry at God for allowing his dad to take his own life. Not only did he
feel emotionally abandoned, but he and his mom were left financially destitute. It isn't surprising that this man's anger
was the driving force that motivated him to be successful in his profession at all costs. It was his way of pushing away the
pain of a devastating loss that he didn't know how to handle.
There is, however, a better way to deal with inevitable loss.
We must learn to put our pain to work for us. When the force and momentum of a painful loss is used to drive us to the God
who can be with us in our most lonely moments, we will discover that there is a safe haven of rest in the midst of a painful
world. People who can hear God say, "I will never leave you nor forsake you" are those who can then say, "The Lord is my helper;
I will not fear. What can man do to me?" (Heb. 13:5-6). When we learn the meaning of this truth, we discover that even if
others abandon us, betray us, or die on us, we will not only survive but also prosper.
Learning to have such faith in God will not exempt us from
the sting of loss, but it will provide us with the resources we need to deal effectively with grief. It will free us to love
again from hearts that, while knowing the meaning of sadness and disappointment, are yet able to remain joyfully alive.
WHAT IS GRIEF?
Grief is a universal, complex, and painful process of dealing
with and adjusting to loss. Even animals have been known to grieve the loss of a mate or master. It is a normal and unavoidable
part of life. In God's invitation to live and enjoy relationships with others, we are also invited to grieve their loss.
Again, it is important for us to realize that grief is not
reserved for those who lose a loved one in death. We grieve the loss of such unsettling things as a divorce, the failure to
get a desired job promotion, turning 30, an empty nest, or getting winded climbing the stairs and realizing we're not as young
as we used to be.
We especially grieve the loss of cherished relationships.
The more we have invested in the relationship, whether it is with a person, organization, ideology, or even a pet, the greater
will be the distress and pain of the separation. Thus, the depth of our grief is directly linked to the quality of the relationship
with the individual or desired object we have lost.
All losses have a way of pushing us to take personal inventory
of what we are really hanging on to for a sense of personal security. Is it God? Or is it our ability to control the circumstances
of our lives to make ourselves comfortable? Losses force us to look inside and see ways we handle our pain. It hurts to look
inside and try to understand why we must grieve in the first place.
WHY DO WE GRIEVE?
We grieve because we are living in a world plagued by sin
and death. We grieve because we were never built to handle loss. That may sound simplistic, but think about it. When God initially
designed Adam and Eve, He created them in His own image to finitely mirror His infinite capacities of personhood (Gen. 1:26-27).
One of those divine reflections is man's innate capacity for enjoying a relationship with God and with other human beings.
God saw that it was not good for Adam to live alone (Gen. 2:18). He created Eve so that the two could enjoy a relationship
with each other. In that perfect garden environment there was no grief because death and loss were nonexistent. Sin had not
yet polluted the world.
However, another reflection of the divine image in Adam and
Eve was the capacity of choice. It was Adam's misuse of his decision-making capacity that resulted in his choice to sin and
disobey God (Gen. 2:17; 3:1-11). The bitter consequence was death: separation and loss of the cherished relationship with
his Creator, who was his only valid source of security. For the first time in history, Adam and Eve hid from God and from
each other because of their fear of being seen: "I was afraid because I was naked; and I hid myself" (Gen. 3:10). The relationship
between God and man had been severed. Security was shattered. Life became threatening.
Paul referred to that first sin when he wrote, "Therefore,
just as through one man sin entered the world, and death through sin, and thus death spread to all men, because all sinned"
The entrance of sin into the world produced a groaning in
grief. That groaning is not only in man but in all of creation. Paul wrote, "For we know that the whole creation groans and
labors with birth pangs together until now. Not only that, but we also who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves
groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body. For we were saved in this hope" (Rom.
The innate longing for restoration with our Creator, and
the awareness that it has not yet been fully realized, is at the heart of the grief we bear. This raw nerve of our universal
condition is touched every time we suffer some kind of loss. All experiences with grief put us in touch with this core grief.
It's a constant reminder of our fallenness: that we don't have things under control the way we would like them to be.
Christians are not exempt from this grief. Paul wrote that
we who have the Holy Spirit residing within are groaning internally (Rom. 8:23). The term groaning speaks of deep anguish
and mourning. Now, this is not a constant state of morbid pain, but it is a conscious internal acknowledgment that salvation
does not alleviate nor diminish the diabolical effects of sin in this life. It is a groaning that pushes us to anticipate
and long for the day when sin's effects will be abolished permanently in heaven. But meanwhile, here on earth, we still struggle.
The image that Paul refers to in Romans 8:22 is that of the
agony of a mother in childbirth. One of the aspects of the curse on Eve in the garden was that childbirth would be a very
painful experience (Gen. 3:16). Anyone who has witnessed or participated in a birth can clearly attest to that! However, the
pain of childbirth produces an overwhelming joy when that mother holds her newborn in her arms for the first time.
It is the function of painful loss to remind us that this
earth should never be the focus of our hopes. We are sojourners in a foreign land and we are not yet home.
CAN ANYTHING GOOD COME FROM LOSS?
On a hill in Galilee, Jesus taught His disciples, "Blessed
are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted" (Matt. 5:4). Blessing? Is He serious? What can possibly be good about mourning?
Jesus was primarily referring to a grief that is in response to exposure to one's sinfulness. In 2 Corinthians 7:10, Paul
also wrote about grieving over personal sin: "Godly sorrow produces repentance leading to salvation, not to be regretted."
While Jesus' words in the Sermon on the Mount have direct
application for grief over our sinful commitment to rule our own lives apart from God, I believe there are implications for
those who grieve over other losses as well.
The principle is this: Grief over any loss can have a healthy
effect if it brings us to the feet of the Savior. Our sense of loss can be good for us if it puts us among the multitude of
poor people who came to Jesus out of a need for comfort, rescue, and blessing (Matt. 4:23-5:1).
In Romans 5:2-5, Paul underscored the positive effects that
suffering can have on us: "We rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings,
because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint
us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom He has given us" (NIV). We are to rejoice
in suffering, not because we are gluttons for punishment, but because it is in the midst of struggle and pain that character
is invited to mature. Grief over a loss, because it is profoundly complicated, calls on us to make fundamental changes in
our lives--changes that will either enrich or impoverish us.
When we are confronted with a loss, many times we feel unnerved
and paralyzed by the pain. It's pretty hard for us to view a painful loss as an opportunity for positive change. But
it is. We need to face the unsettling reality that change and loss are inevitably linked, and that they are unavoidable.
Much of the struggle we face in dealing with a loss centers
in the choice to change. Loss and pain will make us either bitter or better. Character is forged in the crucible of grief
and loss. God calls on us to use even the painful circumstances of our lives to deepen our reliance on Him. It is against
the backdrop of the darkness of painful losses that the goodness of our great God is revealed and experienced in ways we otherwise
would never know.
It is important for us to understand the process we will
go through (or are going through) when we experience loss. By understanding where we will be going, we will be better prepared
to handle it when it does come.
WHAT IS THE PROCESS OF DEALING WITH LOSS?
We must all learn for ourselves that grieving is a confusing
and disorienting process that takes time. It is not something we get over, but rather it is something we get through.
Noted author C. S. Lewis wrote about his experience with the process of grief after the death of his wife to cancer: "For
in grief, nothing 'stays put.' One keeps on emerging from a phase, but it always recurs. Round and round. Everything repeats"
(A Grief Observed, p.67).
The Bible tells us that there is a pathway through difficult times in our lives that leads
to higher ground. The experience may indeed be life-threatening, or at least it feels that way. It is the perilous path of
the valley of the shadow of death that David spoke of in Psalm 23:4: "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow
of death, I will fear no evil; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me." David was talking about the
times when God walks with us through our dark valley experiences. Grief is one of those formidable valley experiences.
In the valley of grief, where the way is treacherous and
we are so unsure of ourselves, we learn to trust God. After all, what better option is there? Trust enables us to maintain
perspective by walking "by faith, not by sight" (2 Cor. 5:7) as we go through the valley. Otherwise we will lose our way and
get hopelessly lost in despair.
We need a trusted guide to lead us when we've lost sight
of where we're headed. Only one Guide is reliable enough to lead us. That Guide is Jesus Christ. He really is "the way, the
truth, and the life" (John 14:6).
In the valley of grief, the only way to keep moving in the
right direction is to trust the compass and map that God has given us to follow. At times it may seem that the Bible is too
antiquated to be of much value. But the compass of God's indwelling Spirit and the map of the Bible always point us in the
right direction. If we will but follow them and keep moving persistently and patiently, we will get through the valley.
For most people, the process of mourning means going through
a series of stages. If we are to work through our grief, we must be willing to walk through the stages that usually mark the
pathway. However, there is a caution to be noted. It is incorrect to think of the stages as particular behaviors that occur
for a period of time and then disappear as if resolved. Nor is one stage more valuable than another. The process of grief
is far from orderly. There will be much overlap in the stages of grief. Don't be alarmed. Expect it.
Some form of the following stages of grief are to be expected:
Not everyone progresses through these stages of grief in
the same order nor at the same speed. But we all move through stages of dealing with our loss, and as we do we follow a well-traveled
path. Many have preceded us and many will follow.
To undertake this trek, we must rely on God's ability to
help us. We don't have to make this journey alone. He is with us, and He wants to give us the help we need to face the pain
and loneliness that lie ahead.
All grief is unique because each life is unique. It usually
takes 1 to 2 years for a person to work through a significant loss of a child or spouse. The same is true for a divorce. The
loss of one's home, job, or health, or even menopause or a midlife crisis--all of these require a significant amount of time.
So we must not be surprised at a slower recovery from loss than we might have anticipated.
Don't rush the process. God is committed to completing His
good work in you in His time: "Being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete
it until the day of Jesus Christ" (Phil. 1:6). Be patient with the process in yourself and in others. Deep wounds of the soul
often require more time to heal than wounds to the body. But healing will come. We don't control the process, and that leaves
us feeling very dependent. But that dependence is on a good God whose love will never let us go.
Let's look at four stages of grief that we must go through
if we are to successfully live with our loss.
STAGE 1: ACCEPT THE REALITY OF THE LOSS
What has been lost. It is critically important
for the grieving person to begin by fully acknowledging the reality of who or what has been lost. This initial stage of shock
may last several days or weeks after one suffers a loss.
A young wife hears the disappointing news that she will never
be able to conceive a child. She
will deeply mourn the loss of her potential for childbearing every time she sees a pregnant woman or a newborn baby. This
is especially true during the first days and weeks after being informed of her loss. Part of her process of healing will be
for her to accept these feelings as normal and realize the source of her sadness.
In dealing with death, we must face the truth that the person
we loved is gone. Even when the death is expected, as during an extended illness, there is always a sense that "this really
isn't happening; it's all a bad dream." The loss of a loved one is a traumatic assault against the human soul, just as being
severely wounded is a traumatic assault against the human body.
Shock is to be expected at the news of a loss. It is the
initial defense that God provides to enable us to carry on under unbelievable circumstances. It cushions us, protects us,
and helps us survive when it would otherwise be impossible for us to function under the emotional overload of grief. It should
not be grabbed away by well-meaning friends or eased by drugs. It should be allowed to take its course.
Loss must be faced head-on. Viewing the body of a loved one
helps us accept the loss. As difficult as that is, it keeps us from denying the fact of our loss. It becomes a painful starting
point for us, even in our grief, to begin rebuilding our shattered world.
Denial is the opposite of accepting the loss. It is the refusal
to believe that a loss has been suffered. When a loved one dies, we powerfully resist facing the "never-again-ness" of the
loss. Some parents deny by keeping the child's room as it was when he or she died. A wife leaves her husband's clothes hanging
in the closet and his toothbrush on the sink. These behaviors are not unusual. But they become denial if they persist for
What cannot be lost. In the initial stages of
mourning, rational explanations are usually worthless. The soul is in too much pain to think rationally. As believers in Christ
face their loss, it helps them to remember what they cannot lose.
God's Understanding. The honest cries for help
and strength from our hurting souls are heard by a God who understands our hurt. Yes, He is touched with our grief. He knows
the loss of relationship caused by sin. He felt the sting of death as He was separated from His Son Jesus while He hung on
the cross (Matt. 27:46). He feels the pain of separation from a mankind He created to enjoy.
God's Love. During our walk through the valley
of grief, we can cling to this simple yet profoundly secure truth--"Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so."
It keeps us going when nothing else can. Scripture passages we memorized earlier become the bulwark against the total collapse
of our world.
The tangible expression of the depth of God's love for mankind
is seen in the incarnation and sacrifice of His Son: "God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still
sinners, Christ died for us" (Rom. 5:8). Whatever we encounter in the valley of our grief, we will be able to handle because
nothing we can even imagine can separate us from His unfailing love (Ps. 46; Rom. 8:35-39). When it seems that we have lost
everything else, we can know that we have not lost God's love.
God's Presence. Comfort also comes from knowing
that even when we can't feel Him, we know He's there with us in the dark valley of our pain. The rod and staff of Psalm 23:4
symbolize the Lord's loving presence and protection while we negotiate the treacherous valley of grief. God won't necessarily
explain our suffering and grief to our satisfaction. Rather, He shares our suffering through His suffering Son.
Our Lord is a faithful and merciful High Priest (Heb. 2:17)
who has tasted death for everyone (2:9). He is the One who said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you" (13:5). His faithfulness
to His promise to be there for us is the bedrock of our security in an unstable world shattered by grief. "If God is for us,
who [or what] can be against us?" (Rom. 8:31).
Ask the Lord to help you accept the reality of your loss
and to rejoice in what you cannot lose. He understands and shares your grief. His love and His presence is with you as you
walk through the valley.
STAGE 2: LET YOURSELF FEEL THE LOSS
Christians sometimes have the idea that grieving over loss
shows a lack of faith. That simply isn't true. Paul expected us to grieve over the loss of loved ones. The difference between
us and those who don't know Christ, however, is that we do not "sorrow as others who have no hope" (1 Thess. 4:13). What makes
grieving with hope any different than grieving without hope? Hope gives us a glimpse into the eternal perspective
of God and reminds us that something better is yet to come. But one thing is sure, hope does not lessen the emotional upheaval
nor the intensity of our pain.
Grief is universal. All who grieve will feel
sadness, anger, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, fatigue, helplessness, shock, and numbness. Thinking will be confused and may
be preoccupied with death. Sleeplessness may occur, along with loss of appetite, social withdrawal, absent-mindedness, looking
for the deceased, crying, carrying objects that remind the person of the deceased, and staying away from places that are reminders
of the loss. Do not be alarmed if some of these things happen. It's a healthy part of the grieving process because it helps
us express our emotions.
It's okay to cry. Some Christians feel they
must maintain a stiff upper lip while traversing the valley of grief. They think that somehow the pain of a loss has to be
less for a believer. Otherwise what advantage is there to being a Christian? "After all," they say, "God's reputation is at
stake. We must uphold His name by not showing our pain." So they deny their pain and refuse to cry.
There are many advantages to being a Christian, but absence
of pain is not one of them. Believers are called to be people of godly integrity who honestly face the realities of living
in a sin-stained world, in sin-infected bodies, and in sin-marred relationships. Experiencing pain is one of those harsh realities.
If anything, the Christian's pain is intensified because he knows better than anyone else how different things might have
been if it were not for sin. He also knows how different things someday will be. It is that hope of a better day that makes
the bitter tears of today bearable.
Jesus experienced grief too. Our Lord Himself
was known as "a Man of sorrows and acquainted with grief" (Is. 53:3). He wept at the tomb of Lazarus (John 11:35). Those observing
Him were not seeing an act of weakness but an appropriate expression of intense grief over the loss of a friend He deeply
loved (v.36). He was willing to enter into the pain of His friends--even though He knew that He would restore Lazarus to them
in a few moments.
Jesus also grieved over the resistance of His people to His
calls for repentance (Matt. 23:37). He experienced the intense anguish of anticipated loss of relationship with His Father
as He wept in prayer in Gethsemane (Luke 22:44). He described His grief this way: "My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even
to death" (Matt. 26:38). Grief indicates a person's aliveness and involvement, not his immaturity and weakness. It is the
living who grieve, not the dead.
Expect a variety of feelings. Denial, distraction,
and numbness will probably occur in the initial hours and days of mourning. Normally, the worst is over in 2 to 3 months. If these feelings
continue for an extended period of time and inhibit normal functioning in life, they indicate that the person is stuck in
one of the unfinished stages of grief. That person may need professional help to begin moving again.
If there are no outward signs of grieving, however, and the
person keeps all the emotions inside, that is equally unhealthy. Sooner or later the person's defenses will collapse, usually
resulting in some form of depression.
Feelings of anger and guilt often torment the mourner. "Why
me? Life is unfair. I don't deserve this. Is God punishing me? If only I had not gone that night, the accident would have
never occurred." God's love and His power are doubted.
Doubts, confusion, and ambivalence are all natural reactions
to difficult times of struggle. Job expressed his anger at God (Job 10:1-22). Asaph described his feelings of grief and anger
with God when he saw injustices between the prosperity of the wicked and the struggles of the righteous: "Thus my heart was
grieved, and I was vexed in my mind. I was so foolish and ignorant; I was like a beast before You" (Ps. 73:21-22). Even in
this turmoil that was so unsettling, Asaph was comforted by the fact that God was for him and could handle his anger and doubts:
"Nevertheless I am continually with You; You hold me by my right hand. You will guide me with Your counsel, and afterward
receive me to glory. Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You. My flesh and my
heart fail; but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. . . . But it is good for me to draw near to God; I
have put my trust in the Lord God, that I may declare all Your works" (Ps. 73:23-26,28).
Don't be afraid to express your grief honestly to God. It's
okay to cry. He understands. Jesus wept and experienced grief. He will walk with you through your jumble of feelings. Trust
Him for the comfort that only He can give
STAGE 3: LEARN TO LIVE WITH THE LOSS
Facing a loss, whether it is a death or some other traumatic
event, brings maturity. Grief provides the opportunity for a person to discover what his character is really like and to reconsider
what's really important in life. No one is ever the same after experiencing a significant loss.
Richard Dershimer, in his helpful book Counseling the
Bereaved, describes this stage as a time of "gaining perspective on the loss, the time when the pain is softened and replaced
by a sweet sadness. . . . The acute sense of loss changes at this time from a moment-to-moment preoccupation . . . to an episodic
sadness evoked by special circumstances" (p.22).
Entering the valley of adjustment usually puts us in touch
with our deep longing for security and permanence in relationships. We don't ever want anyone to leave us. Abandonment is
our number one fear. Separation and loss through death, divorce, children leaving home, or job relocation calls on us to adjust.
Three primary tasks will be necessary.
Accept your new situation. We demonstrate our
acceptance of the new, though unsolicited, change in life by our willingness to move on without the other person's help or
companionship. Setting some short-term goals is an important part of adjustment. Returning to work, attending social events,
starting a hobby are examples. It's also good to get back into the routine tasks of daily living such as cleaning the house,
doing the dishes, mowing the lawn, caring for the children. If necessary, ask others for help.
God's promise of His continuous presence to Joshua prior
to entering the treacherous land of Canaan has been a comfort to many who grieve: "Be strong and of good courage; do not be
afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go" (Josh. 1:9). Acceptance means making decisions
and moving on. Life is not over. It will always be different, but it still can be good because of the goodness of the God
we serve (Ps. 118:1,5-8).
Actively participate in life again. The virtue
of perseverance is best learned in the crucible of suffering and grief (Rom. 5:2-5). Perseverance is the commitment to keep
moving in the direction our divine compass indicates, even when we can't see where we're heading. What we really believe is
demonstrated in the tough times. Those who persevere bear the scars of past wounds. Yet they emerge intact, with a clearer
perspective on trusting God when all else fails. They can say with Job, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him" (Job 13:15).
Maintain your friendships. Feelings of alienation,
aloneness, and abandonment are prevalent during this period of adjustment. The new widow or widower realizes for the first
time how lonely it is to attend a church that is focused on married couples and families. No parent plans on parenting solo.
But when death claims a mate, the financial, emotional, physical, and spiritual well-being of the family suddenly falls on
the shoulders of the surviving spouse who is struggling to stay afloat, let alone care for a family.
The best antidote for alienation is to begin to reinvest
in relationships with hurting people. The qualities of empathy and compassion are born out of our own painful encounters with
loss. Those who look at others through tears of grief have a perspective the dry-eyed cannot see, and they are uniquely qualified
to minister to others in pain.
STAGE 4: REINVEST IN LOVE
The return of the desire to love again is the best indicator
that the stages of grief have been completed well. Refusal to love again is an indication that we're afraid of losing someone
else. No one enjoys the pain of loss. But a deepening faith in the One who will never abandon us will enable us to risk loving
Trusting in God's enduring love is the only thing that will
sustain us in the tough times of grief. John Brantner writes, "Only people who avoid love can avoid grief. The point is to
learn from it and remain vulnerable to love."
It is in this final stage of grief that mourners are able
to regard their loss as a growth-promoting experience that has made them better people in the process. It changes their whole
outlook on life. This deepening awareness of the fragility of life and their place in it gives birth to a richer appreciation
for the beauty and importance of life.
Share your comfort with others. One purpose
of dealing with grief is to invest in the lives of others who need the same comfort that comforted us in our grief (2 Cor. 1:3-7; Gal. 6:2). That is true
to our calling as people who are created in the image of God: to love God and to love others (John 13:34-35; 15:11-13; Gal.
5:13-14; 1 John 4:7-21). Grief reminds us that this world is not our home; that we are just passing through.
Nicholas Wolterstorff writes, "To believe in Christ's rising
and death's dying is also to live with the power and the challenge to rise up now from all our dark graves of suffering love.
If sympathy for the world's wounds is not enlarged by our anguish, if love for those around us is not expanded, if gratitude
for what is good does not flame up, if insight is not deepened, if commitment to what is important is not strengthened, if
aching for a new day is not intensified, if hope is weakened, and faith diminished, if from the experience of death comes
nothing good, then death has won" (Lament for a Son, p.92).
But death does not have the final say. A great day is coming when God
will forever vanquish all loss. In Revelation 21:4 it says, "God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be
no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away." That will be
a glorious day of restoration when our relationship with God and our relationships with others who have died in Christ will
be perfectly restored. Never again will we have to say goodby. That is the hope of every believer who grieves over loss.
Enjoy living today. Until that great day of
renewal arrives, allow yourself the freedom to enjoy life again. You are not betraying your loved one if you laugh. Not all
is gloom and doom. The joy of the Lord is not something we control or manufacture. It is the byproduct of the pursuit of God
through obedient living and is produced by the Spirit (Gal. 5:22-25). Although life may be in a minor key for a while, joy
will catch us by surprise. When it does, enjoy it. Begin filling your spiritual photo album with snapshots of joyful times.
The Spirit gives you these to keep you going when the days are bleak.
Remembering what or whom you have lost will always cause
a twinge of pain. It will at times even move you to tears again. But that won't be all. It will also increase your appreciation
for life and your zeal for Christ's return that would not have been possible had you not walked through the life-changing
valley of grief.
HOW TO HELP THE GRIEVING
Sometimes well-meaning Christians unwittingly trample on
a mourner's pain by glibly quoting Romans 8:28, or by saying things like, "Well, he's much better off now that he's with the
Lord" or "We know that God has all things under control." These kinds of responses cut off the grieving person's feelings
and encourage denial of the pain he is feeling. They can even be viewed by the one grieving as being very insensitive attempts
to minimize the value of his or her loss.
Most of us are uncomfortable with the mourner's feelings.
We spend most of our life insulating ourselves from pain. When confronted with someone's raw grief, we try to keep our own
pain to a minimum. We often attempt to distract the mourner from grief to avoid our own discomfort. But anything that allows
an individual to avoid or suppress the legitimate pain of his loss will prolong the process of mourning. This kind of "comfort"
does more harm than good.
The church seems just as uncomfortable with grief as the
rest of society. But the church should be different because of the hope of restoration we all share in Christ. The church
should encourage its people to deal with grief in a way that accepts the painful reality of loss and encourages deeper dependence
on Christ. Tears are an indication of one's humanness, not an indication of weakness or lack of faith.
How we negotiate the steep and sometimes perilous terrain
of our own grief will greatly impact our ability to help others who are grieving. In 2 Corinthians 1:3-4, the apostle Paul
identified those who have been comforted by God as the ones who are qualified to comfort others.
The principle Paul talked about in Romans 12:15, "weep with
those who weep," was exemplified by Jesus when He visited Mary and Martha after the death of their brother Lazarus. When He
saw Mary's anguish and pain, "He groaned in the spirit and was troubled" (John 11:33). He was overwhelmed with their grief.
He felt the sting of both His own loss and theirs. It was not only His power to raise Lazarus from the dead that deeply touched
the mourners, but it was the power of His presence with them and His love for them. Imagine it! God weeping with you over
the loss of a loved one.
As emissaries of the gospel of reconciliation (2 Cor. 5:18-20),
we have been entrusted with the privileged opportunity of being the presence of Christ with those who are grieving. Words
are inadequate to express what the individual griever needs. It is the shoulder to cry on, the willingness to listen, and
the commitment to sit in silence that communicate the most.
We all feel uncomfortable with situations where we can do
nothing. Those who are grieving know that you can't change what has happened. What they want to know is, "Will you walk with
me along this painful path that I must travel?"
They feel abandoned over the loss of their loved one. The
last thing they need is to feel abandoned by others around them. They need true friends who will listen not only with their
ears but with their hearts--those who will reach out with the love and comfort of Christ.
Practical support in little things is also needed. Things
like taking in a meal, changing oil in the car, cleaning the house, or providing a night out to dinner, babysitting, financial
management, and continued prayer support are essential for recovery from a devastating loss.
If I Start Crying will I be Able to Stop?
by Russell Friedman & John W. James
There are many misconceptions about the pain associated with significant
emotional loss. Some relate to the reaction of others, for example: "it's not fair to burden them with
my pain," or "you have to be strong for others" [mom, dad, kids, etc.]. Some relate to how
we think we should be reacting to the loss, for example: "I should be over it by now", or "I have to keep busy".
One of the most hidden and dangerous fears is that if I ever let myself feel the pain that I sense,
I will start crying and never be able to stop. It is precisely this kind of incorrect assumption that can keep us locked into
a position of unresolved grief, forever. And yet, based on what we have been taught in our society, it is a most logical extension
of everything we have ever learned.
We were taught from our earliest ages that sad, painful, or negative feelings were to be avoided
at all cost, and if we were unable to avoid them, at least, not to show them in public. Everyone we've ever talked to can
relate to these comments: "if you're going to cry, go to your room, and cry alone"; "knock off that crying
or I'll give you a reason to cry"; "smile and the whole world smiles with you, cry and you cry alone."
Those are just a small sampling of the kinds of remarks that have dictated your reactions to the
loss events in your life. In last month's article we said that many of our survival habits were developed when we were quite
young, and that we may be managing adult lives with the limited skills and perceptions of a child.
If you picture a tiny infant, unhappy about something, you will realize that the infant communicates
displeasure at the top of its little lungs. If you think about it, you will recall that infants also express pleasure at the
top of their lungs. They make no distinction between happy and sad, in terms of volume or intensity. As children move out
of infancy they are socialized to reduce both the volume and intensity of the expression of their feeling responses to life.
This might be somewhat acceptable if both happy and sad were merely muted a little and muted equally. Unfortunately, only
the sad side gets severely crimped. The happy, joyful, and positive feelings are allowed to stay, and can even be shared with
others. The other half of our normal feeling existence is relegated to isolation, separation, and aloneness.
With all of those beliefs and habits as a backdrop, it is almost entirely logical that we might
be terrified to show or express any of the normal and natural painful reactions to losses of any kind. It even makes sense
that we might believe that if we started crying we wouldn't be able to stop. So, if you have been a little hard on yourself
for what you could not do, give yourself a break. You may have been executing your programming perfectly.
It may sound a little harsh and inhuman to say that you were programmed, but if you follow
the analogy, you might find it helpful in allowing you to change. At the very least, if you can see how well you executed
the incorrect things you learned, you will see that you can also execute correct things with great precision.
We have yet to see anyone not be able to stop crying. However, we have seen too many people not
begin the process of Grief Recovery® because of an inordinate fear of any expression of their sad, painful, or negative feelings.
© 2002 Russell P. Friedman, John W. James and The Grief Recovery Institute.
All rights reserved.
On Understanding and Helping Children Process Death
Long before we realize it, children become aware of death.
They see dead birds, insects and animals lying by the road. They may see death at least once a day on television.
They hear about it in fairy tales and act it out in play. In reality, whether we as adults accept it or not, death is
a part of everyday life and children, at some level, are aware of it. The purpose of this paper is to help us as adults
to be better informed of children's understandings of, and reactions to, death and to promote open and honest communication
with children on the subject.
Children can resolve losses as favorable as adults given the following conditions:
1. The child receives prompt and accurate information about what has happened
and is allowed to ask questions and have them answered honestly.
2. The child participates in family grieving, and;
3. The child has the comforting presence of a parent or adult whom she trusts
and an rely on in a continuing relationship.
Many of us are inclined not to talk about things that upset us. We try to put
a lid on our feelings and hope that saying nothing will be for the best. But not talking about something doesn't mean
we are not communicating. Children are great observers. They read messages on our faces and in the way we walk
or hold our hands. We express ourselves by what we do, by what we say and, by what we do not do or say.
When we avoid talking about something that is obviously upsetting, children often hesitate
to bring up the subject or ask questions about it. to a child, avoidance can be a message-- "if Mom and Dad can't talk
about it, it must really be bad so I won't talk about it either". In effect, instead of protecting our children by avoiding
talk, we sometimes cause them more worry and also keep them from telling us what they think or how they feel.
On the other hand, it isn't wise to confront children with information that they may not
yet understand or want to know. As with any sensitive subject, we must seek a delicate balance that encourages a child
to communicate. This balance involves:
1. Being sensitive to the child's readiness to communicate.
2. Providing brief and sensitive answers that are appropriate to the child's questions,
answers that they can understand and that do not overwhelm them with too many words.
3. Listening to, accepting, and responding to the child's feelings.
4. Offering children honest explanations.
5. Not putting up barriers which may inhibit the child's attempt to communicate; for
example, not putting off questions by telling them they're too young.
6. Examining our own feelings and beliefs so that we can talk as naturally as possible
and appropriately share and model our feelings with children--even the upsetting ones--when the opportunity and time are appropriate.
As adults do, children live in the world of their experiences. As such, the most appropriate
time to talk about death is when it is part of their experience. The proper mood of communications, again, should be
one of openness and honesty. The important consideration for the adult in communication is that the child's feelings
and experiences are quite different from his own and have to be judged accordingly. The adult can then share life as
far as it can be shared in understanding and give security to the child's life and love can be protected and nourished even
in times of emotional stress and painful events.
Each child is a unique individual. Growing up is a unique individual experience.
When an event like death occurs, the child reacts in his own unique way. He may act uninterested and unconcerned.
Or, he may seem over-whelmed. His reactions may be very spontaneous and intense at one moment and then be placed on
hold--"it's time to play now"--the next. Whatever his attitude, it is the child's unique way of expressing herself and
her feelings. Any interpretation of the child's understanding of and reaction to death, has to be geared to the unique
developmental characteristics, as well as, the psychological, social, spiritual and cultural background of the child.
At the same time, however, studies show that children go through a series of stages in their
understanding of and reactions to death. The understanding and reactions which present at these stages are felt to be
very normal and appropriate to the child's developmental level and his process of grief work. The chronological ages provided
in framing these stages are meant to be general rather than specific. Again, the child's unique developmental pace,
his personal experiences, especially with death, as well as, the attitudes and explanations offered to the child by adults
will temper his understanding and reactions to the reality of death.
What follows is a very general listing of a child's typical understanding of, and normal
responses to, death at the different developmental levels. Also included are some adult response suggestions which may
be helpful in facilitating the child's grief work.
UNDER AGE TWO
No formal concept of death.
Perception of differences between sleeping and waking may represent early development of appreciation of "being"
Infants react emotionally to the loss of a significant person, especially a mother figure.
At the later end of this period, death is thought to be understood as a separation from parents and the loss
of parental comfort.
Irritability, anger, anxiety, nervousness, physical problems and withdrawal may be seen.
Infants and early toddlers live in the world of senses, feelings and immediate actions. They need warmth
and reassurances in simple and direct form; for example, being held, having a consistent care person and maintaining a routine
- e.g. reading books, singing songs - are helpful responses tot he infant/toddlers needs.
AGES THREE TO FIVE
||The child at this age is the center of his/her universe.
He is omnipotent. His thoughts, feelings, wishes and actions can cause what happens to people. As such, there
is a heightened risk for inaccurate perception and confused understanding of situations and events. Feelings of guilt
||This is the age of "Magical Thinking". Death is seen
as a temporary departure of absence and, hence, reversible. The child may exhibit thoughts that indicate she believe
it is possible to come back to life.|
||At the end of this period, there is an appreciation of
removal from one kind of existence to another, for example, one becomes an angel when one dies. At the earlier end of
this stage, however, such abstractions are troublesome.|
||The child may have a very matter of fact orientation.
Again, death is reversible and temporary.|
||The dean have qualities of attributes of the living (e.g.
community of dead underground).|
||The child can process grief well if supported and allowed
||Bewilderment. The child may have difficulty processing
changes in relationships.|
||Escape into play.|
||Attaches to substitute people.|
||Can idealize loved one.|
||Can show anger toward dead person as well as surviving
||Confused by euphemisms (e.g. "going to sleep", we "lost"
grandmom). Children at this age tend to accept the literal meaning of words.|
||To protect themselves, children may react to a less significant
loss with more outward grief than to a loss of a very significant person.|
||Behavioral reactions such as giggling, joking, and attracting
attention may indicate the child's need to distance himself from his pain over the loss.|
||Children need adult time and compassion. Use real
terms. Repeat. Clarify. Ask the child her understanding if she show the desire to communicate. Listen
to words and feelings.|
AGES SIX TO EIGHT YEARS
|| Much of what pertains to the pre-school age period
also pertains to children in this age group. However, these children have a deeper understanding of death in the concrete
sense. They attempt to ascribe a more comprehensible meaning to the event by personifying death as a "devil", "God",
"ghost", or "bogeyman".|
||They still associate misdeeds or bad thoughts with causing
death and can feel intense guilt and responsibility for the event. However, because of their higher cognitive abilities,
they respond well to logical explanations and can comprehend the figurative meaning of words more than younger children.
It is still important for adults, however, to clarify the meaning of statements and to repeatedly ask the child what they
||Death is associated with grief for anticipated (or actual)
separations from a loved one.|
||Death is associated with fear when seen as punishment for
||Death is seen as accidental. It is caused by something
"outside" happening to someone else. It is not a natural live-cycle event.|
||Children at this age are beginning to conceive the finality
of death, but their understanding remains incomplete.|
||Children may develop a fantasy relationship with the dead
person in an attempt to keep them alive.|
||Due to feelings of "helplessness" and "lack of control"
children may act our either behaviorally or verbally in an attempt to defend against the insecurities which arise with their
increasing comprehension of the realities of death.|
||Children may engage in compulsive care giving activities
and attempt to be perfect to compensate for guilt feelings.|
||Children may identify with the dead person - try to be
like them - as a way of keeping them alive.|
||The meaning of death begins to take on a more social dimension
during this age. Concerns about the consequences of death on the lives of the living arise. Children may be overly
concerned about their parents health and well-being at this age.|
AGES NINE TO TWELVE
||Through this time, children are developing the understanding
of death as irreversible, universal and persona. In the beginning, death can neither be denied nor accepted. During
the earlier latency years, there is more of an interest in the tasks of living. The concept of death develops from the
concept of life. by the end of this period, having developed the intellectual concepts of time, causality and space,
death is seen with a near adult understanding.|
||School-aged children have fears of mutilation and personal
injury. They may externalize these by focusing on the "gruesome" details of dying and death. Externalizing equals
||This aged child may have an interest in post death services,
such as wakes, funerals and burials. Again, these are attempts to establish control.|
||Abstractions such as heaven are still somewhat uncertain
but, less difficult.|
||Children at this age may want adults to bring up the subject
as death's gravity is frightening to them and, also, they worry about, and may want to avoid upsetting their parental figures.|
||Disturbances in sleep, school work and friendships, increasing
anxiety and distress, regression and irritability may all surface as the child becomes aware of her own mortality and the
mortality of her loved ones. She is now capable of projecting into the future.|
||In a protective manner, children may show a delayed reaction
||The child may develop phobic reaction/fear of death.|
||Children at the later end of this stage are developing
a fragile independence. They may not open up to parents or be desperate to discuss their feelings. a teacher,
friend or another "outsider" may be the best resource for the child.|
||Allow grief to ebb and flow; expect and allow problems;
examine the why rather than the details of a behavior - sadness, anger, fright, loneliness, guilt and even happiness
are normal reactions to loss. Respond with patience and compassion; set rules (e.g. can be angry, but, can't be destructive
in actions); differentiate between appropriate feelings/ fears and inappropriate behaviors. Don't say don't but, show
ADOLESCENCE: AGES THIRTEEN TO EIGHTEEN
||Death comes to be recognized as a final and irrevocable
biological event; yet, due to adolescent egocentricity, it is accompanied by disbelief in the possibility of one's personal
||Adolescents are still influenced by remnants of magical
thinking and are subject to feelings of guilt and shame.|
||Adolescents can have much difficulty in coping with death.
While having an adult understanding, they are least likely to accept the cessation of life, particularly their own.
Their rejection of death is understandable developmentally because the adolescents' tasks are to establish an identity by
finding out who they are, what their purpose is, and where they belong. Any suggestions of being different or non-being
is a tremendous threat to the answer to such questions.|
||Adolescents strive for group acceptance and independence
from parental constraints. As a result, they rely on peer rules and beliefs for personal direction and reject opposing
parental demands. Should they feel isolate from the peer group because "death" has made them "different", they may feel
and be very alone.|
||Adolescents' reactions to death straddle the transition
from childhood to adulthood. While some teenagers are able to cope with death by expressing appropriate emotions, talking
about loss and resolving their grief, others may appear undisturbed by the event, extremely angry or unusually silent and
withdrawn. Denial, delayed reaction, the repression of feelings, depression and somatic symptoms are not uncommon when
death enters the adolescents lifespace.|
||Interactions with adolescents should be structured to allow
for a sense of self control and independence. They should convey to the adolescent the adults true concern for their
physical and emotional welfare.|
||Adolescent questions should be answered honestly, treating
them as mature individuals, and respecting their needs for privacy, solitude and personal expressions of emotions such as
anger, sadness and fear.|
||Adolescence may move from non-acceptance to acceptance.
Most, eventually find talking helpful. some work through their loss by engaging in care giving behaviors.|
||Adolescents lack the experience if the adult world.
The adult can offer the adolescent his most constructive encounters with death. In turn, the adult can receive the advantages
of the youths fresh quest for understanding.|
||Provide the adolescent with space, availability and support,
honesty and openness, genuineness and love.|
Written by Martin John Lawson, MSW,
Grieving Parents were granted permision for the use of this article.